Not sure why, but I am still not well. :(
If this keeps up, I might just have to go to a doctor, I think. Hopefully, it is just a temporary thing. Usually I wait sickness out, and it goes away on it's own.
For now, I think I'll just blame it on the fact that I am apart from you! ;)
Anyway, how has your week been so far? I hope everything is well...has Hao been treating you okay? I had a terrible dream last night of him grabbing you, and yelling. I don't know why I bring that up, but the imagery was vivid and strong. I remember waking around 3:00am feeling angry and protective.
It hasn't been too long since I've seen you last, but you are right, it feels like such a long time. I think when I left town, I had a fear that you would soon get past me, that you would forget how I feel. Old habits die hard, I guess.
I am trying to remain active, hopefully that will help me get past whatever it is in my body that is making me so fatigued. For now though, I think I will try to sleep. I am not worried though, I am sure this will pass soon enough!
So...I will write more later, I am sure. I hope you have a wonderful day!
By the way...When I think of you, I feel better...how is it that you are so comforting? If you feel tired, your body is telling you that you should slow down. So please rest instead of being active. You went through a lot during the past two weeks. Your body and mind need a break. Wish I could be there to take care of you...Maybe you can even sleep better when I am around;). Since I cannot be there, please take care of yourself, okay? |