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3/6/00

FROM PROF KEEN

DEAR PING：

HOW VERY NICE TO HEAR FROM YOU。BUT EVEN MORE TO THE POINT，YOUR POEM！WELL WHAT CAN I SAY？OF COURSE NO AMERICAN READING THIS KNOWS MUCH ABOUT THAT OF WHICH YOU SPEAK。OUR LIVES HAVE BEEN MADE TRIVIAL BY OUR WEALTH，AND WHILE THE TRAGEDY YOU STILL HAVE TO FACE，
BECAURSE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE CHINESE，MAKES AMERICAN TRIVIALITY IN TO AN ALMOST COMIC RIDICULOUSNESS。

THE DEPTH OF YOUR SERIOUSNESS，YOUR PASSION，YOUR LONGING AND THE STEADY INSISTANCE ON DEALING WITH IT INSTEAD OF LOOKING THE OTHER WAY，ALL THESE SCREAM OUT FROM THE PAGE AS I READ YOUR POEM。

OUR WEALTH HAS，IN FACT DEAFENED US TO THE SCREAM OF TRAGEDY，AND YOU YOURSELF MUST SEE THAT WE OFFER YOUR PRAISE FOR YOUR POETY，BECAUSE WE RECOGNISE POWEFUL WORDS WHEN WE SEE THEM。BUT REMEMBER WE KNOW NOTHING OF WHAT YOUR WORDS SPEAK，AND OUR WEALTH PROTECT US FROM EVER KNOWING。WE DO NOT KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW。AND I FEAR
WE MAY BE COME TO KNOW IT，IF AT ALL，AS VICTIMIZERS，NOT AS VICTIMS。WE REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHAT YOU SPEAK，AND WE ARE DANGEROUS BECAUSE OF THAT。

LEAVING NO DOUBT ABOUT THE QUESTION，YOU ARE THE ANSWER。IF NOT FOR YOURSELF，THEN FOR OTHERS。READ OTHER POETS AND YOU WILL SEE WHAT I MEAN。I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU。

20世纪末日日落，炫烂夕阳映红天海，红灿灿血淋淋。海浪冲出血痕，海风弥漫血腥，海涛阵阵血号，铺天盖浪血海。出神入定北美海滩，巧遇俄罗斯人：“你看这赤色天海，天意20世纪共产血债。苏联的歪门邪道，残害苍生，也把中国人害惨！”俄罗斯人不以为然，谁愿替消失十年苏联负疚？血色满天满海，令人毛骨悚然，终随旧世纪红灭黑暗。共产大梦，梦泛血海， 苦海无边，回头是岸！生逢崭新世纪，醒悟析梦更待何时？不可抹去的生命血痕，依然飘荡天安门广场。何年何月？天安门送走瘟神，纪念堂请进冤魂，安魂曲回荡广场，后共产长安民心。阳光普照，耀邦暖人，天诛国贼，地灭国耻。

1999年春， 独立太平洋悬崖海仙台，目睹推土机横冲直撞，碾路下滩。触目惊心，惨象重幻。恍惚越洋，魂归故土，长歌当哭，长吟“ROAD”。蒙痛丧研究生之子，八十高龄袁先生拟译。于心不忍，壮胆以中文重新成“路”。母语呻吟，百倍绞痛，何似外语朦胧？天涯感天呐喊，海角动地长歌。大洋彼岸，遥祭六四十周年。如今十五周年在望，袁先生痛飘天路会子。人生无常，何时心肝绝唱？天涯海角，一息尚存悟絮。无以相助孤儿寡母，愧以痛心悟絮，敬献丁子霖老师。遥遥飞慰：天上人间天安门母亲。

2003年10月26日 赵伯伯35殇年忌日 北美 林海祭

http://www.beijingspring.com/bj2/2003/380/20031130151552.htm

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