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明明油价已经降了很多，为什么机票的fuel charge还是那么贵？？？今天给几个机票代理店打电话，得出的结论都差不多，如果直飞Munich，机票6万多，燃油charge要5万（靠！干脆明抢好了！！！）。即使转机也要9万多，中途要么在伦敦，要么阿姆斯特丹，要么哥本哈根停一次，这么折腾也没便宜多少。看来我要重新考虑了，究竟该不该在这个时候去德国？Tom都给我做好旅游计划了，从柏林到斯图加特，他现在住的城市，然后慕尼黑，我只要买好机票，人到柏林机场，剩下的都由他全权负责，不是没有吸引力的。我现在很需要离开东京的散心旅行，而且行程完全不需要我操心，我相信Tom的安排，没有人会比他更适合做plans. 只是这样的时候，真的适合“逃到”德国，到他身边去吗？
昨晚和Dave卧在Starbucks的沙发上，我也跟他提到我的顾虑，简而言之，我不喜欢被rescue的感觉，而且我觉得在自己比较脆弱的时候，容易做出错误的判断。我和Tom之间的关系本来就很微妙，我不希望自己因为感激或依赖感而爱上一个人，我希望我爱一个人，不是出于需要对方为我做什么，而是我自己主动愿意为对方做什么。Dave问我，Why u dont like to be rescued? So if you in my situation, you wouldnt ask me for help? 我想，那不一样，Dave是朋友，向朋友求助可以接受，但是男朋友不一样，if there is a bf who always helps me to clean my mess, I would become too dependent on him, then the relationship is not in good balance any more. Oh fuck it, why cant I just be a little girl like others, accept the favor offered by a guy who likes me? Nothing wrong with that, right?
Well, to mention my current situation, I lost the job, but the good thing is that they would pay until the end of Jan 2009, so without crazy shopping this few months, I think I am able to survive for a while. Was quite pissed off, and depressed for about 1 week, then got over the awful mood, now getting myself back together for the next round job hunting once the new year holiday is over. At the same time, trying to do something I always wanna do but had no much time for, go swimming, read books, clean room, and study German (didnt improve much yet... shame!)...
I wish a better 2009, hopefully all mess I could make had been made this year. I cant see clearly through the chaos yet, but I have the feeling that I am getting close.
昨晚和Dave卧在Starbucks的沙发上，我也跟他提到我的顾虑，简而言之，我不喜欢被rescue的感觉，而且我觉得在自己比较脆弱的时候，容易做出错误的判断。我和Tom之间的关系本来就很微妙，我不希望自己因为感激或依赖感而爱上一个人，我希望我爱一个人，不是出于需要对方为我做什么，而是我自己主动愿意为对方做什么。Dave问我，Why u dont like to be rescued? So if you in my situation, you wouldnt ask me for help? 我想，那不一样，Dave是朋友，向朋友求助可以接受，但是男朋友不一样，if there is a bf who always helps me to clean my mess, I would become too dependent on him, then the relationship is not in good balance any more. Oh fuck it, why cant I just be a little girl like others, accept the favor offered by a guy who likes me? Nothing wrong with that, right?
Well, to mention my current situation, I lost the job, but the good thing is that they would pay until the end of Jan 2009, so without crazy shopping this few months, I think I am able to survive for a while. Was quite pissed off, and depressed for about 1 week, then got over the awful mood, now getting myself back together for the next round job hunting once the new year holiday is over. At the same time, trying to do something I always wanna do but had no much time for, go swimming, read books, clean room, and study German (didnt improve much yet... shame!)...
I wish a better 2009, hopefully all mess I could make had been made this year. I cant see clearly through the chaos yet, but I have the feeling that I am getting close.
btw, the picture you have for your home page - who did that painting? what is the name of it? I want to buy one for my room.
我也不怎么来了，自从发现文学城被红朝五毛占领之后。
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Happy New Year!
前辈加油，You are the best！